Icing My Brain Not To Think Too Much

After sometime of resting..

Acids in the brain is burning me up,Can hardly think properly.Everyone has a problem to face,yet to me it's difficult to the rest or others its easy...Seems to be bluffed by someone i trusted the most.Is the person trying to make me give up or just want to to leave his/her world?

Where's the honesty? Aint you a straight forward person? Dont leave me dangling there having a question mark till the day i'm suppose to leave... You've know me,I can take the reasonings but not the waiting.

So plz dont let me wait.