Bouyant for Now

Buoyancy will be gone soon....

There's a hole in the boat and I'm going into the deep blue sea soon.
I've to evolve into an amphibian/fish soon I guess if not I'll suffer alot alot..
Doing my best to hang in there because I'm more familiar on land than in the ocean.
I have to adapt to changes but will I eer forget the good old memories that I had?
They seems to stay in my heart and they are being carved onto my body...

The bouyancy...

Icing My Brain Not To Think Too Much

After sometime of resting..

Acids in the brain is burning me up,Can hardly think properly.Everyone has a problem to face,yet to me it's difficult to the rest or others its easy...Seems to be bluffed by someone i trusted the most.Is the person trying to make me give up or just want to to leave his/her world?

Where's the honesty? Aint you a straight forward person? Dont leave me dangling there having a question mark till the day i'm suppose to leave... You've know me,I can take the reasonings but not the waiting.

So plz dont let me wait.

I Didnt Catch the Train in Time???

The thing keeps moving,how am i suppose to keep it with me when i'm kinda stationary???

The precious train had just moved off one month back when the train was busy moving and I was stuck with my army work....

I've just lost my chance..should I just chase it so that maybe i could at least give my best? or should i just stay be my precious side being the best caretaker?

Just when I can start running after the train the train had just moved like 5-10 km away...I'm left with only God as my light and speed of travel to support me unless the train is not deemed for me to take.

That is my feelings for today...

I Didnt Catch the Train in Time???